disturbed mind.................................................

on Thursday, November 27, 2008

i’m currently in a disturbed state of mind. really don’t know what to say but this are 2 songs that i’m listening now.

“Love Story”

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I’m standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don’t go…
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew-
So close your eyes… escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet” -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don’t go-
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess.
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said…

Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said…

Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that’s all I really know.
I talked to your dad — go pick out a white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say… yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

“Teardrops On My Guitar”

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see
That I want and I’m needing everything that we should be
I’ll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she’s got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it’s just so funny
That I can’t even see anyone when he’s with me
He says he’s so in love, he’s finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he’s all I think about at night

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She’d better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she’s lucky cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I’ll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do
He’s the time taken up, but there’s never enough
And he’s all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see.

both songs are from taylor swift.

bIg Fish

on Monday, November 10, 2008

i was surfing a few forums when i heard my boss called for me. as i turn towards him i saw him carrying a large fish that i instantly recognize as the fish that has eluded him for almost a year. is is a Koi or carp as the british calls them

here a pic.



big leh. haven't weigh it yet. maybe in a few days time.

my new hobby

on Saturday, November 8, 2008

sorry for the long rest.i have been busy for the last few month.

anyway. i have pickup a new hobby after being poison by a friend of mine and i can't stop the craving of doing it now. every time i'm online or pass by a shop selling this things i have a sudden urge to buy it. i'm not talking about alcohol but i'm talking about Gundam models or GUNPLA and PLAMO.



on the left is a NG 1/100 Dynames from Mobile Suite OO, on the right is a HG 1/144 Throne Zwei and in the center is a Giroro Robot.

i bought all of them in october alone.

this is what i'm currently working on.



my first MG 1/100 Rouge Strike with IWSP from Gundam Seed Destiny.

really difficult to put together. has to be very careful and meticulous. i already lost a piece of the IWSP so i have to order a second set but that will have to wait till i have the extra cash. i didn't actually lost it i swallowed it. haih.